God's blessing

I always think that I go back to school for God. I can equip myself to serve God and others in a better way. Now I realize that I benefit a lot from the knowledge I learn in school. I am able to analysis my family structure and myself. My life and my family life both improve by it. I want to use by God. In return, God bless me because my willing heart.

This is a special bless. Yes, it is painful and joyful at same time. It is painful because I found out my problems. (I finally know I have problems as everyone else. I used to think I am so close to perfect.) I am joyful that I can deal with my problems since I know it. My life will be in constant improvement. I don’t know why but I always want to be better. I believe with God help, I can be better in so many ways.

God's encouragment

Whenever I write a paper for school, I always feel I am not good enough. I was kind of down on Saturday morning on my way to school. Guess what? When I got school, I checked my mailbox. Here came God's encouragement. I got my first paper back with 10 points (full points). I felt God say to me that I can do it. I felt much better.

My whole body reacts to my stress about the paper. I started to scratch my head and some part of my body. My face’s skin was cracked up. It is sound crazy. I am very graceful about all that. God try to tell me I have too much stress and I need to relax. I asked God to show me a healthy way to relax. I used to shop to release my stress. I think it is not good idea and need to find better way.