Today I thank God for my children for the first time of my life. I struggle 10 years to raise them. Today I realize that without them I will not be so close to God. Without them, I do not need to fast two meals per week, meditate and pray many times each day, and I might not need God’s help to deal with my life.

Yes, three children push me to my limit of love, patient and kindness. I am mad, angry and frustrate whenever I felt tired. Yet I pray and pray, trying to get close to God so I will have more love and patient toward my children. I finically realize that I benefit from the struggles. I am a different person.