loneliness

I felt loneliness for a few hours last night. It was such interesting experience. I have three children. I always want to be alone. When I felt loneliness, I wonder where the loneliness came from. Is it from outside? My children always around me. Is it from inside? It is true I didn't spend enough time with God for past week because my children were off from school.



I wonder if social life can help the loneliness. I asked a brother in church. He said he felt lonely. How could that be? There are so many brothers and sisters in church. I still didn't figure out why. However, I understand why brothers and sisters want to spend a lot of time together. It is good for psychological well being of individual. It is call social support.



If loneliness come from inside, social life won't help. It is possible that loneliness is part of life. If we are close to God, we might have less time experience it. It will always in our life.